BXBX NOVEL Chapter 130 - She Is Back With Him?
MEANWHILE!
Jason walked inside his house devasted and say down on the couch.
"I... I... She is back with him?" Jason asked to himself as tears started rolling down from his eyes.
"She is back with him?" Jason again asked.
"Why am I sad when I know that she only loves him?" Jason asked to himself.
He took out his phone out and was hesitated to dial a call.
"No... I shouldn\'t do this... I need to have a hold on myself." Jason said as he sighed and wiped off the tear away from his eyes.
He looked at his phone and dialed Margaret.
She answered the call in a 5 rings.
"Hello, Son." Margaret greeted Jason happily.
"Mom..." Jason said on the phone and Margaret frown at his voice.
"Jason... What happened?" Margaret asked.
"Mom..." Jason again said as another tear falls down from his eyes.
"Jason, Son... What happened? Are you alright?" Margaret asked and Jason wiped the tear away and nodded his head.
"Yeah... Yes!" Jason answered with a deep breath.
"No... Something is wrong... What happened, Jason? Tell me?" Margaret asked.
"Mom... Nothing... Nothing happened." Jason answered.
"No... There is something... You are just hesitating to tell me..." Margaret replied on the phone.
"Nothing, Mom... I... I just miss you... And Dad..." Jason said as he controlled himself and she sighed at the other side.
"You are not a small kid to miss us... You have got a girl there... Give us the our love to her too!" Margaret replied with a smile.
"Mom..." Jason said making Margaret frown again.
"Jason?" Margaret called.
"Yeah..." Jason answered.
"Are you alright?" Margaret asked and Jason took a deep breath.
"Yes... Yes, Mom... I am alright!" Jason answered.
"But... You don\'t seem like you are alright, Son... Is something wrong? Tell to your mom..." Margaret said and Jason tried so hard to control the tears to falls down from his eyes.
"Nothing, Mom... I... I am just tired... And I remember you suddenly..." Jason replied.
"Aww... My son!" Margaret said.
"I love you, Mom..." Jason said.
"I love you, Son!" Margaret replied with a frown as she knows that there is something wrong that he is hesitating to talk about and just then, she realized that it might be related to Valentina and she again thought about how he is ignoring to tell that he is alright.
"Jason, you know what... We find our love in only one person... After meeting them, it feels like, they are only our life, and no matter what, we don\'t want to let go of them... The inner gut feeling inside us will never let us forget the person we love. The gut feelings will always tell you to get the love of your life no matter what... But just in case... If it tells you to let go of the love of your life then don\'t think twice to do that... Because, your feelings should matter to you a lot. When it tells you to let go... Then, Son... Let go of it... You might have someone better deserving in your life. Who knows? Your love should have value... If there is no value to your love... Then, there is no place for her in your heart!" Margaret said.
"I know... Letting go is so hard... But once you let go of her and get a better deserving love in your life then... You will love her more than anything in this world... You will never feel for this. I mean it... You will never!" Margaret said.
"You will surely have a feeling that, what if... What if you don\'t let go and try harder? Sure you can! Just to hurt yourself at last... If you are ready to get broken... Then go ahead... If you are thinking it is worth trying... Then go ahead, Son... I will support you no matter what... But just in case... You get broken at last... Then remember that, I will never be near you to comfort you and tell you things that can make you feel good... Because, I know whatever I tell you at that time, can never change it that you are broken and I can\'t change things... It\'s you... Only you who should grab the little broken pieces of your hearts and should walk ahead." Margaret said as she took a deep breath as she knows that whatever she is telling right now can break the little heart of Jason\'s but after all, she needs to be selfish and should get a hold of her son. So, that he doesn\'t get hurt in the future because of anyone. He will become so bad in the future if his love fails... Then failing the love in the future, taking a back step now is a better option for Margaret. Just because of his son doesn\'t want to get hurt, she is telling everything this to her son and she prays to God to send a girl who is much deserving for Jason\'s love. She knows that there is something that he is hesitating to tell her and when she talking about all these... It\'s confirmed for her that he is hurt because of his love that went somewhere wrong...
Margaret saw how pure Jason\'s love is and she knows the value of his son\'s love and now, she wants someone who can look after his son and feels his love is as precious as him and cherish it for the lifetime... And not with a girl who is confused about herself and her love.
And when she talked about letting go of the love of his life then she is sure that, he is thinking about letting her go... She is not sure about what happened but she is sure that, Jason... Doesn\'t want this love anymore... That can hurt him for this lifetime. But still, she doesn\'t want him to feel guilty in his life thinking about why didn\'t he tried to get the love of his life in his life? She sighed as she shook her head leaving away all the negative thoughts.