BXBX NOVEL Chapter 55.1
She couldn’t bring herself to leave Cheng Jun who had a fever, and she couldn’t accept his confession. There seemed to be two little people fighting each other at the bottom of her heart, making Ruan Jiu Jiu feel lost.
After experiencing the divorce of her parents since she was young, both sides cared about her a lot less after forming a new family. Since going to university, Ruan Jiu Jiu had never asked them for money again. She had great cooking skills and was used to living alone
Perhaps because Cheng Jun had similar experiences with her, Ruan Jiu Jiu unconsciously felt a little more empathetic and tender to him. This did not mean that she really wanted to marry him.
It was easy to say, but Ruan Jiu Jiu never wanted to experience a relationship, or even get married.
Tu Nan stood in the corridor, his expression was serious, as if looking at something through Ruan Jiu Jiu’s heart, “Sister-in-law, don’t always think about avoiding things when you encounter them, otherwise, you will definitely regret it later.”
Ruan Jiu Jiu felt annoyed. Rubbed short hair.
Was she avoiding it? …Tu Nan seemed to be right.
“I… I’m leaving now.” Ruan Jiu Jiu’s tone was a little nervous, she wanted to run away.
“Where are you going?”
Cheng Jun’s voice suddenly sounded behind him.
“…”
Ruan Jiu Jiu’s body became stiff, feeling the gaze at her back. Tu Nan smiled and stepped into the ward, giving the two people some space to talk to each other alone.
Cheng Jun pushed the holder of the infusion bottle with one hand, its wheeled creaking and squeaking on the smooth tiles.
Ruan Jiu Jiu’s body was tense, she stood up straight, cleared her throat, and said, “I want to make it clear, I treat you only like a friend, so…”
“We can try it.”
“Mhm?” Her surprised gaze met Cheng Jun’s eyes.
The two looked at each other, and Ruan Jiu Jiu repeated, “Try it?… What?”
Cheng Jun’s tone was slow, as if he was discussing business, “You can try to get along with me like a blind date. There is no need to give yourself too much pressure.”
Ruan Jiu Jiu was shocked.
“How is that possible!”
“We’ve lived together before, we are familiar with each other’s life, there is no contradiction in this.”
“That’s true .”
“You have no objection to getting along with me, and my conditions are pretty good in all aspects.”
“It seems about right.”
“The most important thing is that I like you very much, so you don’t need to worry about one-sided love.”
“…”
“Why don’t you give it a try? If you still think it’s impossible, we’ll get a divorce. I will let you go.”
It made sense! They were all favorable conditions for her!
Ruan Jiu Jiu was once again successfully persuaded by Cheng Jun using strange logic.
“But, if I still can’t like you…” She really didn’t want to hurt Cheng Jun’s heart, but this was an unavoidable problem that straddled the two of them.
But if she left again after giving Cheng Jun hope, wouldn’t it hurt him even more?
Cheng Jun said slowly, “I will be willing to give up, if it doesn’t work out.”
“…”
She thought for a while, Cheng Jun seemed to be right. But why did she always feel that something was not right? Ruan Jiu Jiu fell into deep thought, trying to find words that could refute Cheng Jun, but couldn’t think of anything.
Only Cheng Jun could make such a proposal to get along with each other in marriage.
She asked Cheng Jun again, “Are you sure about it? Are you sure you really want to do this? Actually… If you want to start a family, there will be a better choice than me…”
“No.” He answered without any hesitation.
There would be no more suitable choice than her.
Ruan Jiu Jiu was about to say that she would think about it again. Cheng Jun had already walked in front of her without her noticing it. He lowered his head and slowly stretched out his hand while Ruan Jiu Jiu was watching.
His voice was very low, but unexpectedly soft, “Let’s go home.”
Go home?
Ruan Jiu Jiu was strangely moved at this moment.
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